LET THE BLOODY MOON RISE

For me, the greatest challenge in writing or creating anything hasn’t necessarily been in the work itself, not in the actual labor of creation, and not even in the anxiety that comes with the world’s reception of a finished product. It has been, more often, the understanding that one’s work enters the world in a time that is fixed. They cannot take the work with them, even as they evolve as people, even as the world changes around them and their old work is left to stand up on its own. An album, a book, a film, all of this output serves as a document of a time, and a person in that time. And for this, all of our work is imperfect and incomplete. 

What any reissue does is offer an opportunity not to correct history, but to be generous to one’s past self with their present desires in mind. This hits for some artists differently than others, of course, depending on personal evolution. Turmoils and Triumphs that have complicated the already complicated nature of music being frozen in time. 

Let The Bloody Moon Rise was recorded in the early 2010s. Musically, Kasey Anderson and his band The Honkies are sharp on the record – weaving seamlessly between blues, Americana, and all-out heavy rock. But as tight as the album sounds, Anderson himself moved through the record in a haze of anxiety, of holding up a life that was rapidly falling apart.

Another challenge in creating anything is that you, creator, are inextricably linked to the creation. And so, if you, creator, have become better or become an entirely new person. And so, for Kasey Anderson, reissuing Let The Bloody Moon Rise is a reclamation of the gifts the album has to offer. An album that was unlistenable for years, an album that, at the time, felt like the artist was revisiting a past that couldn’t have possibly produced something as stunning as this album is. A reissue is, also, a tool of correction. Especially in this case. The album is remastered, yes. But it is also sequenced anew, put in the order it was intended to be in when it was made. When thought about this way, this reissue is an offering from an artist who has a renewed relationship with themselves, and their work. Eager to have the world hear that work as it should have been heard in a time before this one. 

Anderson claims to have no recollection of Wednesday Night, ‘Round Nine, which doesn’t dull how sharp the band sounds, especially when tumbling through “Who Do You Love?” with an enthusiasm rarely seen when that song is confronted, stretching the rendition out to the point of near exhaustion. But in Anderson’s lack of memory of the show, I think of something else: that we must have mercy for ourselves, even in the moments where we might not want to. The parts of us that have not been our best were also capable of some magic, and that magic deserves a life, if we can swing it. If we can, through pride or through growth or through sheer will, figure out a way to work past whatever shame or aversion might exist and mine for the good that lived among the chaos. This can only be achieved, of course, when the bad has been reckoned with, and continues to be wrestled with. And so, may these reissues serve as a reentry into a different world, pushed forth by a newer, better person. A different timeline for them to rest upon. One that doesn’t erase the first timeline, but uses it to braid together a brighter path for whatever might come next.

HANIF ABDURRAQIB

SOME DEPRESSION

you and your buddies been drinking since noon
laughing and hollering and picking out tunes
but while you were outside throwing rocks at the moon
i was getting high in a locked bathroom
’cause there ain’t no pension in my profession
and all my life’s been a natural regression
so lean in close, i got a confession
i’ve been dealing with some depression

well, you used to go to raleigh back in the day
now it’s austin once a year when you need to get away
you got tweedy and farrar on your vanity plates
driving your prius down the lost highway
down to california, down to joshua tree
to feel gram’s ghost on the desert breeze
and then back to room eight to smoke a little weed
that’s a pretty good story but it don’t impress me
’cause there ain’t no pension in my profession
and all my life’s been a natural regression
so lean in close, i got a confession
i’ve been dealing with some depression

you’ve seen steve earle forty-seven times
and you can play “someday” on your j-45
but you don’t care much for those communist lines
you’d still be voting reagan if the fucker hadn’t died
you love songs about whiskey and ramblin’ in the dark
and black-haired girls breakin’ hard men’s hearts
you got a dog named willie in your backyard
i got a couple cigarettes and a library card
and there ain’t no pension in my profession
and all my life’s been a natural regression
so lean in close, i got a confession
i’ve been dealing with some depression

so pick up a bottle and pass it around
and tell another story about the time you met townes
and put on “loretta,” better turn up the sound
’cause i’ll be in the alley singing “all shook down”
there ain’t no pension in my profession
and all my life’s been a natural regression
so lean in close, i got a confession
i’ve been dealing with some depression

lyrics and music — KA

DOWN, LUCINE

she was born without a city, everybody’s born alone
by the time she turned eleven she was fucking on the phone
the world don’t give a damn for your dreams
go down, lucine

i met her on a sunday where they drink that holy blood
she said, “i ain’t kneeling in these stockings but i’d love another cup”
the high road’s lower than it seems
go down, lucine

we found some trouble in chicago
selling promises at night
she said, “i ain’t no do right woman, i don’t need no man to do right”
now i’ll never get my fingernails clean
go down, lucine

i woke up in lincoln square
a note was pinned to my tie
it said, “i will not be remembered but i will be satisfied,
and you’re just another silhouette in the steam”
go down, lucine

lyrics — KA
music — AMcK

JUST KIDS

the stars were torn up paper and the sky was painted black
you threw a penny in the fountain, said you’d never get it back
we must’ve tossed a million wishes but i guess they all fell flat
we were younger then, just kids
you went rushing down the hall, i stopped to knock on every door
you were staring at the skyline, my shoulders pointed to the floor
you took one last look at winter and said we won’t come back no more
but we did, of course we did
i had your breath in my hair, your light in my eyes
but it was over before you know it
i never meant you harm, i meant to say goodbye
i guess i got a funny way of showing it

now i’m standing on the corner and i’m running out of dimes
and i’m waiting on the weather to just make up its mind
you listen long enough to anything, you’re bound to hear a lie
i wish it wasn’t but that’s how it is
out here the wind is playing tricks, it’s tugging at my sleeve
it took all my little promises, dead and shattered like the leaves
and pushed them back down in my throat with all the words you once believed
once, but not again
i had your breath in my hair, your light in my eyes
but it was over before you know it
i never meant you harm, i meant to say goodbye
i guess i got a funny way of showing it

maybe i’ll go east tonight, maybe i’ll go south
maybe i’ll just stand here twisting until everything’s sussed out
you said that when we kissed, you took the poison from my mouth
maybe that was all i had to give

lyrics and music - KA

OLDER GUYS

lyrics and music - TR

AIN’T LIFE GRAND?

the water pipes froze, the bloom is off, rose
i stripped the paint, i left the wires exposed
the bed is wine-stained, i’ll sleep in the fireplace
baby, you should see the look on your face
ain’t life grand?

your sister’s here again, mad as a wet hen
hide the hammers before you let her in
i slicked my hair back, i know you hate that
i’ll keep it underneath my lucky hat
ain’t life grand?

i just worry, worry, worry, worry, worry ‘til it makes me sick
i just worry, worry, worry, worry, worry ‘til it makes me sick

my key broke off in the door, you left your wig on the floor
the meek don’t even want the earth no more

lyrics and music — KA

DON’T LOOK BACK

 

somebody said state street’s covered in ashes
i didn’t ask for a name, i knew it was you
in your bulletproof grin and your false eyelashes
you took a handful of blood and you painted the sidewalk blue
and they said you were out there raising the dead
but it looked like you covered up most of your tracks
they’re sure they’ll find something you left behind
but i know you a little better than that
you don’t look back

i remember all the rules that you taught me
said, “step right, boy, this city’s just a game”
and, “stick to the sidestreets, you’ll never get caught”
but you left me on the boulevard cold and screaming out your name
and you said the sky was spitting out red
but i just saw a couple shades of black
you moved like smoke, left me holding your coat
and i know wherever you’re at
you don’t look back

i heard your hair’s a different color
that don’t change how you look in the back of my mind
the older i get, the more i discover
you stand in the dark long enough, something’s bound to shine
and i said you left me for dead
but there was never any truth to that
i could breathe just fine and we both know damn well,
once you start lying to yourself, you’re trapped
and you don’t look back

lyrics and music — KA

LIKE TEENAGE GRAVITY

you’re the kind of thing those sweetheart boys just talk about
such a pretty flame, still burning when the bar lights all go out
and everybody knows your name around here, that’s alright
everybody’s learned your game around here, that’s alright
you told me if i stayed around here we’d find a good enough place to hide
but i see you so come on out tonight

i had my courage up but felt younger trying to fight the words
so i put a record on and you found something you had never heard
everybody knows that song around here but that’s alright
ain’t no such thing as waiting too long around here, that’s alright
and i told you if you stayed around here you might wind up by my side
and that’s true, so come on out tonight

all my friends told me, you don’t need laws to tell
and if it feels like falling, you probably already fell
the whole table saw your hand, you might as well just play it
you ain’t fooling no one, you might as well just say it
so i guess i’m in love

and some people get scared of those words around here, and that’s alright
some people pretend they ain’t heard ‘em around here, that’s alright
and you said you can’t stay around here, but if you feel like changing your mind
i still see you so come on out tonight

lyrics and music — KA

ABADDON BLUES

proud little baby born bastille day
you took all my money then you gave it away
you put sixteen stitches in a three-inch cut
now you just shiver, don’t shake, don’t strut
you got to move
you got to move
there’s dirt on the coffin
and nobody looking for you

you were smokestack cloud that blacked out the sky
well, it all goes to hell so let the bloody moon rise
you borrowed my blues then you sold ‘em uptown
if it ain’t yours, better leave it where you found it
you got to move
you got to move
there’s dirt on the coffin
and nobody looking for you

naked and bleating as the day you were born
is that an ice cream truck or gabriel’s horn?
the walls just whisper, the wind just moans
the whole world’s haunted when you’re all alone
you got to move
you got to move
there’s dirt on the coffin
and nobody looking for you

lyrics — KA
music — AMcK

THE LUCKY ONES

sun come up somewhere in dublin
spilled itself across the sky
i was still bleary-eyed and stumbling
through the shadows of my mind
we slipped away from one another
but we never said goodbye
you and i, we were the lucky ones

the pain is lingering and familiar
like the last remaining guests
and they say, what doesn’t kill you…
by now you know the rest
but i still hear the beating
of whatever’s left inside my chest
you and i, we were the lucky ones

i ain’t saying i need you by my side
there’s just something about september
that leaves me wondering
if you’re alright
through the tears we cried in anger,
through every breath of foolish pride
you and i, we were the lucky ones

sun set itself back down in galway
disappeared into the bay
tonight there’s noises in the hall again
and they’re keeping me awake
so i guess i’ll just lie here wondering
if tomorrow is someday
or if you and i, we were the lucky ones

lyrics and music — KA